What do you truly value and believe in?
In my experience, most people who do not go to church have not completely rejected God outright. There are possibly more people who are unsure of what they believe than there are convinced atheists or committed Christians. Being unsure about faith, as about other things is fine – but eventually we need to make our minds up. If we are unsure about whether to go on holiday or not, then eventually we either decide to book something and go or we end up by default not having a